i realize now that if someone cheats, you shouldn’t be mad or upset with the third party. you should be pissed at your significant other that put you through that shit. don’t target the girl or guy they chose to be with. it’s not worth it.
I JUST FEEL REALLY BAD AT EVERYTHING AND I WILL NEVER HAVE A REAL RELATIONSHIP I JUST FUCK UP EVERYONE ELSES AND IM STILL IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA OF YOU AND ITS KILLING ME.
Of a Stoner with a Heart (via leonardo-drewvinci)
That fucked me up
Before you think about hurting her, just ask yourself this.
If she sent you an invitation to her wedding.
Would you be able to see her marry someone?
Would you stay quiet when the judge asks if anyone objects?
Would you even attend the wedding?
And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.